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6月20日 a sad sad story
6月10日 pretty lies with ribboni will come back for you
PROMISES are just LIES with pretty ribbon tied on to look and sound good
6月1日 aahhhhhh** What Do You Do
when you like someone and you no you can't have them**
 sitting here alone knowing i can't have him its heartbreaking
but what can you do about it.... nothing.... tell him how you feel..but you no he won't feel the same! or will he?? thats the question on my mind!
no he only likes me as a friend nothing more nothing less
&& i cant tell him how i feel
because i don't want to lose what we've got
the more i see him
.the.worse.it.gets.
YYY 5月27日 as she lies there crying
warning this poem is about child abuse do not read if you don't like hereing about this!
The Silent Child She sits alone in her room She snuggles deep into her bed She wakes at the sound of footsteps He tells her she is special She lay there in her silence She wonders why he comes to her She pulls up the covers She watches as he leaves her room And as she lay in her silence
http://spaces.msn.com/sooinlovewifu/Blog/cns!1pWMgen8WRKdvlWmXQKNzHxQ!1643.entry 5月25日 ...boy- hey, hun girl- hey THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL: friend- she wasnt here yesterday either. THAT NIGHT: ring- -ring- -ring- -ring- girl- it may take a while, ill call u later. very long pause< THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE. boy- hear what? BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL ring- -ring- -ring- BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM …646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES. 5月19日 funERaL foR a frIeNDBullet Theory
Shot 5月16日 ____.call me a slut __ call me a whore.
calling someone else fat wont make you any skinnier. calling someone stupid doesnt make you any smarter. && ruining someone elses life wont make you any
h.a.p.p.i.e.r
I'm [sorry] for being like this.
I'm [sorry] for letting it show.
I'm [sorry] for not hiding it like usual.
I'm [sorry] for not being the person you want me to be.
I'm [sorry] for thinking you would be the one person who would understand.
I'm [sorry] for trusting you.
I'm [sorry] for still being alive after all this.
I'm [sorry] it lasted as long as it did since it was obviously a lie.
I'm [sorry] I couldn't hide it anymore.
And most of all . . .
I'm [sorry] for being me.
[. And I'm [sorry] that isn't good enough for you .]
;___the drops of blood are a substitute for tears i cannot cry N
she let go of her fake smile... and whispered i dont want to be me 5月11日 say goodbyemy soul was in me my soul was free but now my soul is dead i have no spirit i have no love to share what is wrong with me what did i do wrong to become so empty nothing left inside of me just dead organs just hatefull feelings remember how my life was full of love remember how my soul was there remember how my heart was beating so fast yeh well now its all dead! nothing to live for nothing to share my life is over my life has past so now i say goodbye! 5月10日 ♥//
weapons
killing me
d.e.s.t.r.o.y.i.n.g
me
♥ ♥ 5月9日 .:*:.>>//I wIsh\\<<.:*:.i w i s h . . .
i was a knife__[x]
so i
[[STAB*]]
you..//
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♥ ♥ ♥ Note to Self: I MissYou Terribly x--tragedy--x [♥] [♥] [♥]
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This is me dying in your arms, i cut you out now set me free
♥Trivium♥
Love's the funeral of hearts
.&&. an ode for cruelty
when angels cry blood..
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Saying "i love you"
has nothing
to do
with meaning it...
love
●isnothingwithout● heartbreak♥5月7日 life's a prisonLife is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow, With a timebomb inside? Or how to defuse it, Without destroying its ride? You can't. the life of high school for some!its funny how we all say its going to be okaii ur life will turn out better u will be fine! and as much as we want to believe in it we jst come to terms that its not, its not going to be okaii...its not going to be all smiles and laughs....its pathetic....its weird coz once u step into high school your life changes just like that, u make new friends. You loose the ones you had that took care of you that grew up with you! but now you have new friends the ones that don’t no you that well...and things start to change like your best friend becomes a bitch homework goes in the trash Cell phone's are being used in class, Detention's become's suspension, Soda become's vodka, Gum become's pot, Bike’s become' cars, Lollipop’s become's cigarettes,Lipgloss become's makeup, Kissing become's sex,Doll's become baby’s. .High school does change everybody. and we all no it we start to hate our parents becoz they love us. we keep secrets from everybody your best friend will be trade you and stick a knife in your heart and from that day foward you dont trust a living soul again until that one day the person u would never think of as a close friend becomes one! you can give each other advice and trust that it wont get told... and then your stuck between 2 guyz you dont no who to choose, your hating it... you wish you can be with a guy not a player not someone who wants to get down your pants, but lets face it thats all there is in this life time!. some people dont learn to stick up for them selfs in high school so the bitchey people target them to start something... but really when your in high school you cant live without conflict you cant not hate anything or anyone there is alwayz someone you are going to dislike and then there is also that one guy just that one person that will toy with your mind that you will like untill the end of high school sure you get over him and that but still he will be there in ur head for a long tym and as much as you think your over him your really not even if you to go out and it doesnt work out you can never close the door on him... which makes you think, and drains all the energy out of you! but on top of that there are other high schools and we start to hate them the skanks, sluts, hoes, snobs you will think of any name to call them and you will hate them all. you hate other schools but wen u think about it your hating your old friends too....you start to cry your heart becomes in two you want to die you want to end the pain but really its just high school! some becom suicidle, some are depressed some take it on people they love and some become sluts! and some just pretend its not there this is what happens to us wen we enter high school! This is an ordinary life of a teenage girl! people may stay the same at highschool but most change! 5月6日 .....BestFriendsMeans;; IPullThe Trigger...
MyHandsAround;; Your.Throat IThinkIHate;; You You Put the
"BOOM BOOM"
into my heart!
♥
N N N
Love is the slowest suicide... Drop 
4月25日 the world just came crashing down!why do i always feel that the world just came crashing down telling everyone that it will be ok even thoe its not. im sick of living like this everyone coming to me with there problems i always listin i always care i deal with them before i think of me the weight of there problems its wighing me down how do i cope?? theres no one around to here my painfull thoughts im sick of feeling like this why can't someone just listin and care for me! 4月22日 its four in the morningIt's four in the morning. And I'm still drawn to your every word. I was tired about six hours ago, But part of me won't let go of tonight. I didn't expect so much from you, Actually, honestly, I didn't expect anything. How odd how the happiest days Are those spent remembering the saddest. Obstacles, blinding, suffering the loss Of what we've already endured. If we torture ourselves any longer, Won't the wounds re-open violently? How many sentences are formed From the depths of your darkest feelings? Or did the waters already give up their dead For the world to drag them in unknowingly? The casualness of it all kills Slowly, surely, it eats away at me. The way names are dropped - But no, I refuse to catch them - let them fall. It's four in the morning And I'm still drawn to your every word. I was tired about six hours ago, But part of me won't let go of tonight. 4月16日 its not!!You Write Such Pretty Words - - - - x
X - - - - But Life’s No Storybook
N They carved a message deep within our broken hearts that failed to mend
ℓσνιи мα gαωנυz gαℓуzWhAt wOuLd i dO WiThOuT My fRiEnDs i wOuLd pRoBlY CrAwL OvEr aNd dIe!! iM GlAd i hAvE SuCh gOoD FrIeNdS N I WuRv dEm aLl!!
 STEVEE
ѕтєνєє уσυя мα вєѕтfяιєи∂ fσя єνєя ℓσνє υ αℓωαуz и ιℓℓ вє нєяє fσя υ αℓℓ ∂ тум!! и υ иσ нσω тσ нανє fυи и мαкє мє ℓαυgн ωнєи ιм υρѕєт
 JEZZKAH
ωє αяє fяιєи∂ѕ тιℓℓ ∂ єи∂ σf тум ℓσℓ.... ωє gσтѕ gяєαт мємσяуѕ и fυииу σиєѕ тσ ℓσℓ... ℓук ℓук υя тωєℓтн вιятн∂αу ℓмασ нσω єνєяуσиє ωαѕ тαкιиg ∂ ℓσℓℓιє вαgѕ ℓσℓ αи∂ ¢няιѕтмαѕ нσω ωє мα∂є ∂αт ∂αи¢є υρ σи ∂ нσℓℓιєz ℓσℓ и υя ρσρ ωαѕ ∂єяє σσннн αи∂ му вιятн∂αу αт ѕнαииσи иσℓℓ ℓσℓ ι нα∂ иσ ι∂єα fυииу ѕнут ℓσℓ... ℓσνє υ ℓσиgтум!!
 EMILY
ємιℓу ємιℓу ємιℓу ωнαт ∂σ ι ѕαу ℓσℓ ωєℓℓ ωєℓℓℓ υ я α νєяу ωєιя∂ σиє мα ℓσиg ℓσѕт ωєιя∂ ѕιѕтєя ℓмασ.... мαχ мυαнαнαнαнαннα тнєяєѕ ℓσттѕα тнιиgѕ ι ¢αи αииσу υ ωιтн ℓσℓ и υ ¢и ∂σ тнє ѕαмє ιи яєтυяи!! ωєℓℓ ωαт єνα υ ∂σ ιт αℓωαуz ѕєємѕ тσ мαкє мє ℓαυgн и тнαтѕ gσσ∂ ѕσ уυн уυн ℓσνє уα ℓσиgтум
AMY
ωєℓℓℓℓ αму ωє нανє συя ιѕѕυєѕ ℓσℓ....∂α вєѕт и ι иσ υ нανє нαтє∂ мє и ρяσв ѕтιℓℓ ∂σ ℓσℓ σя иσт נѕт нανє συя ιѕѕυєѕ!! ℓσℓ ℓυν уα ѕтιℓℓ тнσє ℓσℓ
JULIA
נυℓια ∂υииσ ωнαт тσ ѕαу вυт уα α gσσ∂ fяιєи∂ и ℓσνє уα fσ єνα!!
AnD To aLl mY OtHeR GiRlZ SoRrY I DiDnT SaY SoMeThInG BuT Im gEtTiNg rEaLlY TiReD N CnT Be sTuFfD LoL.... вυт вυт ι ℓσνє υ gιяℓуz fσя єνα и єνα и єνα σкαιι!! ¢яуѕтαℓ єℓℓє нαниιє נαιмιє נєииα KAY I MISS U!! eLeS!! и єνєяуσиє єℓєѕ!! 4月11日 dnt let it go i missed u so much just to be in ur arms again puts a smile on my face
please don't make the same mistake and drifft away.
i love him but he doesn't loVe me
 ur slipping away
plz jst hold a bit longer
 Tell him that I hate him, when I said all that. .
 Another dork; another geek. .
Another prep; another jock. .
Another whore; another punk rock. .
Another hater; another "Home G". .
Another scar they put on me. .
Another label that happens to fall. .
When no one really knows me at all. .
You put a búllet in my head.. turned black thoughts
to red .. this could all end in tragedy... You put a búllet in my head.. turned black thoughts to red .. this could all end in tragedy... 4月8日 {w}hat wøuld [[ y ø u ]] dø...؟?ωнαт ωσυℓ∂ уσυ ∂σ ιf єνєяу тιмє уσυ fєℓℓ ιи ℓσνє уσυ нα∂ тσ ѕαу gσσ∂вує؟
ωнαт ωσυℓ∂ уσυ ∂σ ιf єνєяу тιмє уσυ ωαитє∂ ѕσмєσиє тнєу ωσυℓ∂ иєνєя вє тнєяє؟ ωнαт ωσυℓ∂ уσυ ∂σ ιf уσυя вєѕт fяєιи∂ ∂ιє∂ тσмσяяσω αи∂ уσυ иєνєя gσт тσ тєℓℓ тнєм нσω уσυ fєℓт؟ ωнαт ωσυℓ∂ уσυ ∂σ ιf уσυ ℓσνє∂ ѕσмєσиє мσяє тнαи єνєя αи∂ уσυ ¢συℓ∂ит нανє тнєм؟ ѕσмє ρєσρℓє ℓινє, ѕσмє ρєσρℓє ∂ιє, ѕσмє ρєσρℓє ∂яєαм, ρяαу, нσρє, ωιѕн αи∂ ℓσνє вυт ι ωαит тσ тєℓℓ уσυ ι ℓιкє уσυ, αи∂ уσυ αяє α νєяу иι¢є fяєιи∂... ιf ι ∂ιє∂ тσмσяяσω, уσυ ωσυℓ∂ вє ιи му нєαят... ιf ι ∂ιє∂ ωσυℓ∂ ι вє ιи уσυяѕ؟ ℓσνє fяσм α ℓιттℓє gιяℓ, נυѕт тяуιиg тσ fιи∂ муѕєℓf χχχ STAY OUT OF ITokaii this person who wnt tell me who u are ur really pissing me off!!! ooohhh n its not calld taking my tym to write about u its mre lyk this is the only way i cn comunicate with u!! tryhard how the fuk am i tryhard u left a comment not saying who u are so of course i would wnt to no who u r! i think anyone would if they got a comment on there space with no name!! n if ur showing ur poiint of view well then i guess i am to! n if i dnt no u wats the big deal in not telling me who ur!! what i do n say behind her bak gets sed to her face so really i dnt do anything behind her bak n its non of ur business anyway so stay out of it n i will say n do anything i wnt to!! u r not my mother u cnt tell me i cnt do wt im doing! n to u mayb she hasnt changed but she has to me we were once close friends so dnt tell me she hasnt changed coz she has... oohhhh n if u lyk going off at me y arnt u going off at emily who is almost Unbelievable who was chelcz bestfriend once!!!! so stay out of this ur not involvd with it!! booooooowho here belives in ghosts???? aliens???? telepathics??? people who see into the future (forgot wat they are calld it will come to me lol)
non of us have died yet so how do we no wat will happen to us wen we r dead?? so who belives in after life??? god???? hell??? heaven??? the only people that no this are our loved ones that have passed!!
we were brought into this life to die so live your life!! dnt hold bak dnt be afraid to wat will come!! but alwayz remember to tell your loved ones how much u care n love them just incase its your turn to leave dnt let a second by n regret it!! live it!! love it!! and most of alll have FUN!!
4月5日 WTFWHO EVER FUKIN WROTE THAT COMMENT IN MY LAST BLOG N DIDNT HAVE THE FKIN GUTS TO TELL ME WHO YOU WERE FUK U MAN.... IF U DIDNT NO I FKIN DO SAY THIS SHIT TO HER FACE N I WROTE THAT WEN WE FIRST STARTD TO FIGHT N I PUT IT ON MA SPACE BECOZ I CN!!! SO FK U NEXT TYM HAVE SOME FKIN GUTS TO SAY WHO YOU ARE!!!!!!!! OHHH ND I DNT GIVE A SHIT WT U THINK N HOW CHILDISH U THINK IT FKIN IS COZ IM ME N DOESNT MEAN I HAVE TO FKIN STOP BECOZ U SED SO!!! SO FKIN BAK OFF N ILL STOP WEN I WANNA!!! ND I FKIN WANNA NO WHO U FKIN R!!! COZ U NO ME!! SO NEXT TYM JST SAY IT MY FACE U NO TO MY FACE N NT HIDE WHO U R!!! AND I DNT FKIN GIVE A SHIT IF PPL TALK BEHIND MY BAK JST MEANS PPL TALK BEHIND MY BAK AT LEAST I NO THEYRE THINKING OF ME SO FOR FK SAKE DNT TELL WAT I CN N CNT DO ILL LEAVE THAT TO THE FKIN GOD DAM PARENTALS!!OOHHH N PLEASE DO LEAVE A NOTHER COMMENT BT THIS TIME TELL ME WHO U FKIN ARE!!! 4月3日 dnt deny itto you it may seem like that you have done nothing wrong but to everyone else all you have done is wrong. you say your friends leave you and call you nasty names i wonder why it wasn't our fault you brought this on your self. you go home crying all night because your friends call you a skank well guess what you are. you seek the guys attention and don't care about your friends i loved you to death but now i hate you it can never go back to how it was we have tryd more then once i guess we weren't meant to be friends. so don't deny it don't say you didn't start this and that is was me because hunnie it was you all along. 4月1日 BULLSHITLAUGH AT HER FUNERAL
AND DANCE ON HER GRAVE
WITH A BIG SMILE ON MY FACE!!!
LOL dnt care bout them!!!
dnt care dnt care coz i no what is going to happen!!so when u pplz find out dnt ask me if im okaii bout it or what i think coz im jst gonna laugh n walk away!!
emily cnt wait cnt wait till monday lmao!! aahhh emily cnt close the door bad bad bad....lol....
bye bye
lovin my gawjuz galz fo lyf!!
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